aFter The Sunset<3

SunSEt..

i hate when the sun sets,because i know that after the sun fade away from the clouds..it’ll be all of a sudden but DaRk..dArkness have always been associated with LoneLiness.,and darkness makes me remember all but the Sad memories i had in the past’ the crying times and the angsT..but I Love daRkness as much as i Hate it!!haha..yEs,it makes me Sad but it gives tIme to think’ to unwind..and sunset alWays remiNd that if "I hAd fUn tOday;tOmorrow wiLL be muCH BeTTer!" I am an oPtimistic perSon,.ive been through a LOT..a Lot that i consider myself StROng’but it always resUlt into FAilure..but im tRying GOD knows I am..i need to.’theRe are times especially when i have an unsOlved Problem’ i wIsh that it’ll be just dArk’forever..im afraid to stand up because i know i’ll be dOing the same tHings that i did YesterDaY and i’ll be faCing My "unSolved PrOblem" oVer and Over Again until i found a sOlution to sOlve it..but the pRoBlem is When?!how lonG will i take tO cUre this?! i Dont Wanna Wake up  Forever with bLood in my hEad,in my Hand ANd in mY HeARt.i know this sOuns sOo Pathetic but Its mE,.Haha! thAnks To THose fEw People who are aLways therE for me ANd never fAil to UndersTand me..FoR Just Being tHeRE”,wHen i brEakdOwn fOr nOt TaLKIng and ForCing ME to Spill It Out’..for hOldIng mY haND untIL Im StRONG eNoUgh to Stand on mY own!!!i miSS you aLL…ANd You ReAD it Right’ there aRe Only but Few People who CAn Handle my iNsanity’ actually i can write them down’ but im tOO lazy!..and I cOnsider thoSE feW pEople tOO LuckY enough ‘coz they are pArt Of my LIfe!!<sigh>..’coz im nOt sTupid to cOnsider yOu as A frIEnd if I know That DEEP in my hEart I dOn’t like and ConsiDer You As ONE..sO "If you do not Want To BE pISSed off” hEre IS the MOst ImPortANt thing That yOu ShOuld REmeMber: if You CAn seNse AND see Right bEfore Your Very Eyes tHat I Dont likE YOU…Do me A favor.."STAY AWAY FROM ME,AS FAR AWAY FROM ME" TNX^_^X

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