“ISA KANG MALAKING MAGNET!!
Hahaha! yes, Charlie accused me of having a very very high magnetic force! Wanna know why? This is a confession:
Today is Analous’ birthday!! also known as Bb. Kalayaan 2008. So what we did is right after our long exam in english, I hurried up to meet Joey in the canteen and we almost drag ourselves to 7-11 to buy ICE CREAM as a token of our lurve to analou. Coffe Crumble! One thing about us Australians is that, we all have the same weakness: PAGKAIN!!!! ‘pag may pagkain nah, wala na, wasakan nah! And we all feel that we are getting fat and we badly need to monitor our appetite! or in other words, bawasan ang katakawan, baka sumabog ang aming mga duodenum,ileum and jejunum.! so, bakit namna daw ako magnet?? kasi pasimuno ako (palagi) sa pagka-cutting classes namin hehe.’. nagu-guilty din namin ako pero pagkatapos na hehe. The end justifies the means/ whatever!!
But to tell you frankly. I am beginning to worry about my laziness, clumsiness and carelessness, and me being addicted to Mr. Turner. I am no good. Yes, I have decent grades, just enough to pass, but I do not consider myself as a mediocre; the problem is that I know I can get high high grades if I want to but my laziness keeps on blocking my way. And my "number lang yan principle" —-for example, if I get a low score in a certain quiz, I just keep on telling myself and my fellow australians na: "number lang yan, pag nagtrabaho na tayo, balewala na rin yan! Can you imagine how optimistic I am? but I am really trying hard to change, for the betterment of my future. I need encouragement!! (Mr. Turners’ accent can be!).
Anyways, four days kaming walang pasok kasi foundation day!! I am looking forward to meet tootie, hopefully!!
***more cuttings to come!!***
The clock says 9:58 and I am bored.
Yesterday is a special day (hearts day), for you, the rest of the world, for lovers etc, but not for me. It is not a special day for me and it will never ever be. And so, I did not write yesterday because I thought that it will be cheesy,haha! sorry..it’s not that I am a narcissist you know, and encouraging you all to be one.. Why wait for feb. 14 to show your love to someone? where in fact everyday can be a hearts day isn’t it? People, don’t get me wrong, i am not bitter okay? I am not romantic, fine! but I know that love is inevitable and no man is an island, I am up for it, but I just think that it is too soon and (damn) I cannot imagine myself holding hands with someone at this point of my life. I am very much happy right now with the sweet freedom I posses and I AM NOT GOING TO GIVE IT UP. not now!not now! IN GOD’S TIME HOPEFULLY. After college I guess, arghh!! I have no Idea. enough!
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So last night, I have so much spare time that I watched all Arctic monkeys Glastonbury concert at you tube,. I am screaming at the top of my lungs pare!! Seeing Alex doing his thing up there on the stage omg!!(spasms). And I tried to finish ‘the interview with the vampire book’ but unfortunately I did not succeed because I had a "visitor" and I got lazy (always naman eh!) But I really want to finish it soon because, I still have another book to finish!! It is also about Vampires, I am on the third book now entitled "Eclipse’ . Hopefully before the school year ends..
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Anyways, I am looking forward on the 26th to 29th day of this month because it is our schools sports fest and wala akong sinaluhan na kahit anong event haha!
I am excited because it means na walang pasok!!! And woohoo!! with God’s grace, matutuloy na ang date namin ni tutie and lala!!
**********jnx.
one word: RUBBISH
appetizer: These words-Natasha Bedingfield.
mood: Overstimulated(woohoo!)
For the first time in my life I felt really/rili/reelee/embarassed; my first time to be really/rili/reelee/ worried when it comes to my iskor/marka/grado! And of all subjects Logic pa! leche talaga!.
I swore, i was prepared; nagreview po ako mga kaibigan.. But Alas! wala pa ring nangyari. To think that I even abandoned my other subjects (anatomy,phy6, which I think are more important just to prepare for this Logic crap!!!
I just don’t get the "logic" of Logic (subj) at all!! why make life more complicated??why??tell me?? Pack all those Logicians out there!pack!pack!pack!
Logic is the correct way of thinking, inference, reasoning blahblahblah.Bakit ‘pag nagtatrabaho na ba ako tatanungin pa sa ‘kin kung san galing yung buhok ko? yung mata ko? yung laway? bakit may paa?anignatup!…..I am sorry, i was just upset, really; maybe because I know that first things first, I am not allowed to fail any of my subjects because ai naku pag mibagsak naku na naman, makamwa naku talaga kasi pang adwang chance ko na iti. sabi ko magbayung biye naku pero ala talagang mangyari! angga ngeni ala makaniti ku pa rin!makamurit kapatad! woohoo!! speaking cantonese again!! Then, I know that again, it’s weird but I have this promise to myself that if I fail,..you do not what I am capable of…
anyways, i am looking forward for our nstp tomorrow!
we are going somewhere in bicutan to help /volunteer to build houses.
"hanngang ngayon ‘di ako mapakali! kasi baka bigla maghalo kami ng semento,
magbuhat ng hollow blocks<naku!! tingting na nga lang ako gagawin pa akong
karpintero bwahaha!!
and ice cream day bukas!!
* i can whisper words of love and death in the same breath*
Jinkee/jnx/dear.
Uncategorized | Comments (2)I DREAM OF MONKEYS.
Like I always say, i have this thing with English guys; and there’s this one Sheffield lad and he kinda has my heart!! yes, whatever "mardy" means, because they say that "mardy" is an expression on northern countries(forgive my geography) and you can only understand or relate to it if you,yes, actually live there. Listen to their song "mardy bum".
and i guess, this is the chance to thank Mr. Turner, for taking care of me while im sick. Nagtubig po ang ilong ko;nagkasipon ako. Thanks Mr. Turner, for your music and linguistic abilities, it tickles my *ehem* senses. And i just want to make it clear that, …
Mr. Turner, oh my dear Mr. Turner for God’s sake you are not my rebound; i know i have this issue with Mr. Bells, but don’t you worry, because to a full extent or degree, ipinagkakaloob ko na siya kay Wayama. Trust me dear, this time. I know that for a long time i have abandoned you, but now i would like to redeem myself to you. I never realized how much i missed you, i am sorry. I will make it up to you….
And I wonder are you puttin’ me under
Cause I can’t take my eyes off the t-shirt and ties combination’
wank!!
( am i allowed to say that?)
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I WANTED FREEDOM; BUT I’M RESTRICTED.
I admire those people who are not afraid to break the guillotine!
I love how Mr. Molko and Mr. Osdal speaks for themselves; how Mr. Bells slum his guitar and scream with passion on its superlative degree like no one is watching!! I wish I just have the guts! How I wish that I live in a country where no one knows my name; where I can shave my hair and no one one would care….a place where I can just roll on the grass fields and shout myloves name…but at the end of day, I’m still this "future health care provider" trying to memorize all the glands in her body, what system is responsible for breathing and all the fuck up things. Grr..me? a health care provider?? I do not even care in terms of my own health! How pathetic!!!! I cannot imagine myself giving other people their meds, diagnosis etc.
Well, I am sorry. .argghhhh!!! I’m just not on my own self lately..experiencing the "untold stress"….midterms.this guy.that guy.that girl.my noodle hair.his baby face…I need to study!!
I TRY TO GIVE YOU UP, BUT I’M ADDICTED.
My name is JNX. So what else do you need to know? Stuff about my
family, or where I’m from? None of that matters. Not once you cross the
ocean and cut yourself loose, looking for something more beautiful,
something more exciting and yes, I admit, something more dangerous. So
after 8 hours in the couch, three dumb movies, two
plastic meals(again), three bottles of yogurt (strawberry flavor) and absolutely no sleep, I finally touch down;
in my own lunatic asylum.
And me, I still believe in paradise. But now at least I know it’s not
some place you can look for, ’cause it’s not where you go. It’s how you
feel for a moment in your life when you’re a part of something, and if
you find that moment… it lasts forever..(woohoo!)
I find it pathetic how people continue to struggle to build a so-called paradise. But I am telling you, it will never work-out. It is not that I am being cynical. It’s just that I am not the type who is desperate for my life to be that perfect: pain is the ultimate criterion of my existence..I told you masochist ako hehehe. I always find myself expecting for the worst; it’s weird..but that is how I live my life. Eighteen years of misery."pero surprisingly, wala akong pinagsisisihan; sabi nga ni pareng Edward Allan Poe: I don’t suffer from insanity, I enjoy every minute of it"…..Okay enough of chakabelle stuff!! I want to share something about yesterday…gravamen!!! it is like "Series of FORTUNATE events!!!" mamumurit naku ata…basta pag aiisip ku mangapakayli ko..bisa ku pin gulisak king sobrang tula pero ali malyari kasi sapukan nakung apo ko hehehe..pero basta masaya talaga…josko bahala kayu kung ali yuku antinjan basta ali ku apigilan ing mamilipit pag aalaala ke itang napon….oh NOSEBLEED BA??? kaya pa???
Okay start, yesterday nasagot na rin ang matagal kong katanungan:
kung ano ba talaga ang house ni *ehem* mr. gipsy!! and the best part is that I did not ask him or anyone..the answer was just revealed right in my face unexpectedly.. nalapitan ko pa cxa, as in sobra talaga..nalapitan ko sya ‘di ako makahinga ng maayos para ngang maiihi ako, ang bango nya, actually ayaw ko sa pabango pero nagustuhan ko ung amoy nya!! at ang labi nya ahhhh mapula. Tapos yung hininga ni paolo hehehe…. and of course save the best for last!!!! nakasabay ko si nora sa bus stop kahit andun gf nya ok lang atleast na ba ansarap nya kagatin!!!
well, people please forgive me; i just cannot contain my happiness; kailangan ko i-share ‘coz if not sasabog ako promise!!!