I TRY TO GIVE YOU UP, BUT I’M ADDICTED.

   My name is JNX. So what else do you need to know? Stuff about my
family, or where I’m from? None of that matters. Not once you cross the
ocean and cut yourself loose, looking for something more beautiful,
something more exciting and yes, I admit, something more dangerous. So
after 8 hours in the couch, three dumb movies, two
plastic meals(again), three bottles of yogurt (strawberry flavor) and absolutely no sleep, I finally touch down;
in my own lunatic asylum.

     And me, I still believe in paradise. But now at least I know it’s not
some place you can look for, ’cause it’s not where you go. It’s how you
feel for a moment in your life when you’re a part of something, and if
you find that moment… it lasts forever..(woohoo!)
    I find it pathetic how people continue to struggle to build a so-called paradise. But I am telling you, it will never work-out. It is not that I am being cynical. It’s just that I am not the type who is desperate for my life to be that perfect: pain is the ultimate criterion of my existence..I told you masochist ako hehehe. I always find myself expecting for the worst; it’s weird..but that is how I live my life. Eighteen years of misery."pero surprisingly, wala akong pinagsisisihan; sabi nga ni pareng Edward Allan Poe: I don’t suffer from insanity, I enjoy every minute of it"…..Okay enough of chakabelle stuff!! I want to share something about yesterday…gravamen!!! it is like "Series of FORTUNATE events!!!" mamumurit naku ata…basta pag aiisip ku mangapakayli ko..bisa ku pin gulisak king sobrang tula pero ali malyari kasi sapukan nakung apo ko hehehe..pero basta masaya talaga…josko bahala kayu kung ali yuku antinjan basta ali ku apigilan ing mamilipit pag aalaala ke itang napon….oh NOSEBLEED BA??? kaya pa???

Okay start, yesterday nasagot na rin ang matagal kong katanungan:

kung ano ba talaga ang house ni *ehem* mr. gipsy!! and the best part is that I did not ask him or anyone..the answer was just revealed right in my face unexpectedly.. nalapitan ko pa cxa, as in sobra talaga..nalapitan ko sya ‘di ako makahinga ng maayos para ngang maiihi ako, ang bango nya, actually ayaw ko sa pabango pero nagustuhan ko ung amoy nya!! at ang labi nya ahhhh mapula.  Tapos yung hininga ni paolo hehehe…. and of course save the best for last!!!! nakasabay ko si nora sa bus stop kahit andun gf nya ok lang atleast na ba ansarap nya kagatin!!!

 well, people please forgive me; i just cannot contain my happiness; kailangan ko i-share ‘coz if not sasabog ako promise!!!

   

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