“May I help?”

July 26th, 2008

    WooH its a wrap!!
    I’ve been busy this past week. We had our RED CROSS TRAINING, and its such an awesome experience!! I learned a lot, really and I’m happy that I managed to make friends with other people in my block. Because I used to just stick to people I know I’m comfortable with but the training gave me, well not only me but all of my classmates to mingle with each other; to make a bond.
    It’s a 5 days training and Ooh so tiring, but Its worth it!! Kahit haggardness at stress na kaming lahat! ang saya saya pa din! gusto nming ulitin! we felt so bitin!                                                                                                                                    

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my constant crew during the training…1_135714611l

we managed to smile pa oh!

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okay, so feel na feel ko na ang pagiging "first aider" I shall share to you ang mga bagay bagy na natutunan ko!

1. Observe the scene
    "the scene is safe"
2. Introduce yourself/ask for a consent
"I’m Jinky David, trained first aider (yabangness) may I help?
3. Check consciousness
    "hey,hey are you okay?" (2x)
4. Check airway,Breathing and circulation.
5.If the victim is breathless but has a positive pulse:
    "perform rescue breathing"
6 and if the victim is pulseless at the same time is breathless:
    "time to do the CPR yow!"
7. put the victim in a recovery position
8. observe signs of life (movement/breathing)
9. do a secondary survey and finally,
10 Interview the victim and recording of data (documentation).

"YABANGNESS ba?? pasencxa nah!

nothing just pictures (again from the training)

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with sir aaron

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with sir brian!

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classmates!!

The Victim!!                                                                           
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and ME crashing the scene (bad first aider!!)

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and yes naman!!!

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    THAT’S IT!! XD

Musings….

July 20th, 2008

They call me ‘quiet girl’
But i’m a riot!!
Maybe ‘Joleisa’
Always the same
That’s not my name
That’s not my name
That’s not my name
That’s not my name

* I love this song by The Ting Tings!!
They are awesome!! Listen to them!!Highly recommend for those people who like to lighten their mood and yeah I found it EARgasmic in a funky way!!
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  "Tapos na ang prelims!!!yey!yey! ako lang ang masaya!"

    Today is sunday and I’m so excited for tomorrow: May pasok na ulit!!..Actually, I’m feeling weird lately ‘coz all of a sudden, I find myself excited to go to school!!Excited to learn!!(whatTheheck right??)Damn! But I think It is a good thing though. It’s a sign na I really changed na (eew, I sound so Conio hahaha).
    Ewan, naiinis ako sa mga proffesor namin na argghh, hindi nagtuturo. Maybe na-inspire ako ni "Posner"(from History Boys).

Random:
My Tabs that are currently open:
*my friendster account
*CNN.com (wew!so??)
*Youtube.com (specific: cold shoulder by Adele)
*D-Link web configuration
*google.com (searching for "I wanna hold your hand"(movie) Torrent.
*My Hotmail account.
*E-games.com
*Yahoo.com (Horoscope..weehh)
*another Google.com (searching for Bookworm Deluxe, again,Torrent)

   

yan! ganyan ako ka-Bored!

and few things I learned from the past 5 days..(na walang pasok)

*nakakatuwa pala ang WOWOWEE (na impluwensiyahan ako ng Lola ko eh)
*tamad talaga ako (I still got one more Exam (Spanish) Nosotros,Vosotros,Como estas?) at hindi pa rin ako nag-aaral.
* ‘di talaga ako mahilig sa cell phone. (yes, my nagte-text, meron namn akong load, pero tamad talaga akong magreply! Nagtatampo na sila. Sorry talaga!)
*sumosobra na ako sa Coke! (This I found very disturbing, akalain mo yon? 3 bote sa isang araw, ginawa ko cxang tubig. WOOH!!Health is a state of mind namn eh!)
* tumaba ako! (pygmallion effect going on, feel ko eh, baka nga tumaba ako.)
*miss na miss ko na ang bestfriend ko. (I want to hug them so badly!!)

    ACHIEVEMENTS:

I cut my hair again!!

PATAY.

July 2nd, 2008

    Yes, so  I on the verge of social breakdown a while back. Seriously, I don’t even want to talk about it, but its taking its toll on me!! Damn it!! I don not know what has gotten into me; I’m starting to believe that maybe, there really is something wrong with me. And i just want you guys to know that while I’m typing this, my heart is racing, I feel like crying, screaming! I’m tired.
    This past few weeks, I learned to function alone, eventhough I would randomly wish that I have someone with me while waiting for my next class; my being Nomad was justified. Having time to plop down anywhere, stalking people and watching BB became somewhat a distant memory of the past!! tae emo na ako!!

 I managed to get decent scores in some of my quizzes, and finally I’m done with my report in chemistry!But wait, it’s not over yet, because preliminaries is a few weeks away and I don’t think I balance it all. My classes is from Monday- Saturday, so Sunday is my only vacant time.. I somehow successful in my plan to eliminate my social life, my sleeping time..my spiritual life (don’t worry!)And I suppose I had it coming.

    What followed the next few days was a break down, experienced in small increments. Meaning, instead of one big breakdown, i had a series of smaller ones, including distancing myself from the people I know (ahh) care for me. But what can I do??? I just completely blew it away!

    I need time to think of nothing. Time to feel gratitude and oneness with my Spirit. But the problem now is that..I think I pushed it too far.

See? that is why I hate blogging sometimes, because when I write, I have the tendency to get into much details and I find it hard to limit my words.

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    Since my teenager years, I’m trapped with this "Identity vs. Confusion" ordeal. It’s hard. I’m struggling to figure who I really am. What I really want, err I know what I want, but I cannot do exactly what is on my mind because I have to think of others first. And what troubles me is that, I find it difficult to open up with others, in short I’m not a friendly person basically I find it hard to make one in the first place. I have insecurities and extreme personality which I don’t think anyone in this effin world can understand!!And I can’t go on this way! I want a revision of this ahh I cannot even call it life for God’s sake! I’m starting to eat me!

    And what pisses me off is that people would always tell me that, "Wow, you’re a jolly person", "you, smiley face"…they just do not know what really is going on! That at end of the day, I feel so deserted. So misfit. So dull. So regular. I’m not saying that I want to be perfect, because for me what makes us human is our imperfections. And one more thing, I hate it when I always put everything into logical perspective! When I know that what really counts in life are the spontaneous laughters and everything that is unexpected makes the best memory of all. (ahh walang akong direksyon) Kailangan ko lang ng mga tao na tatanggapin ang aking pagkatao. Na hindi ako pipiliting magbago. Pabayaan lang ako na ganito.

wOOt!!